泰戈尔的《园丁集》中的一首诗,今天看到,很美,想要背下来

 

(冰心译)

  我想要对你说出我要说的最深的话语,我不敢,我怕你哂笑。
  因此我嘲笑自己,把我的秘密在玩笑中打碎

  我把我的痛苦说得轻松,因为怕你会这样做。

  我想对你说出我要说的最真的话语,我不敢,我怕你不信。
  因此我弄假成真,说出和我的真心相反的话。
  我把我的痛苦说得可笑,因为我怕你会这样做。

  我想用宝贵的名词来形容你,我不敢,我怕得不到相当的酬报。
  因此我给你苛刻的名字,而夸示我的硬骨。
  我伤害你,因为怕你永远不知道我的痛苦。

  我渴望静默地坐在你的身旁,我不敢,怕我的心会跳到我的唇上。
  因此我轻松地说东道西,把我的心藏在语言的后面。
  我粗暴地对待我的痛苦,因为我怕你会这样做。

  我渴望从你身边走开,我不敢,怕你看出我的懦怯。
  因此我随随便便地昂着走到你的面前。
  从你眼里频频掷来的刺激,使我的痛苦永远新鲜。

I long to speak the deepest words I have to say to you; but I
dare not, for fear you should laugh.
That is why I laugh at myself and shatter my secret in jest.
I make light of my pain, afraid you should do so.

I long to tell you the truest words I have to say to you; but I
dare not, being afraid that you would not believe them.
That is why I disguise them in untruth, saying the contrary of
what I mean.
I make my pain appear absurd, afraid that you should do so.

I long to use the most precious words I have for you; but I dare
not, fearing I should not be paid with like value.
That is why I gave you hard names and boast of my callous
strength.
I hurt you, for fear you should never know any pain.

I long to sit silent by you; but I dare not lest my heart come
out at my lips.
That is why I prattle and chatter lightly and hide my heart
behind words.
I rudely handle my pain, for fear you should do so.

I long to go away from your side; but I dare not, for fear my
cowardice should become known to you.
That is why I hold my head high and carelessly come into your
presence.
Constant thrusts from your eyes keep my pain fresh for ever.

“The Gardener” 1913
 
 2008年冬松赞林寺的清晨
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5 Responses to

  1. happybee says:

    沙发常爱常新鲜真美好

  2. Emma says:

    板凳,文艺女青年

  3. Nona says:

    纠结的我的双子的和你的水瓶的心声,哎

  4. Ailiya says:

    园丁集1913年的话 泰戈尔50多岁还写出这么曲折的少年情怀

  5. Bo says:

    Oh My God!

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